Monday, April 29, 2013
What I was Thinking- When I First Saw Gatsby
It had been a long night at the
Buchanans. I had listened to Tom talk for a few minutes too long and I was
ready to go home. It's not that I don't like Tom, it's just that it can get a
little boring listening to him bring up all of his accomplishments. Daisy is
always pleasant, but she is quiet because of overbearing husband. Anyways, when
I arrived home, I thought about my new neighbor. He was all the talk all around
East and West Egg and I was curious to know more about him too. As I was
walking up to my home, I saw a figure in Gatsby's yard. It startled me at first
and I was thinking about running into my home. As I tried to decipher what the
figure was, I assumed that it was harmless. I watched the mysterious apparition
as it stared across the way towards East Egg. I was truly confused. What was
there to even look at outside right now? It was dark and a little foggy and I
could barely even see the figure just in the yard next to me. What was the
person looking at? I tried to look closer and all I could see was a green light
radiating in the fog. The figure began to reach out towards it like they were
yearning for something. I started to think that the person was a little crazy,
but I couldn't help but continue to watch. As I continued to think about who it
could be, I realized that it had to be Gatsby. The
Gatsby was right there in front of me. He was so mysterious and I
started to sense that he was alone. It seemed like he was missing something or
someone. I wasn't sure what was going through Gatsby's mind, but I did know
that I wanted to learn more about him. He was so interesting to observe and
there was something inside of me that wanted to find more about his life.
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Why I- Kept the secret from Daisy
Tom was cheating on Daisy. I was surprised, but I do not know why.
Tom and Daisy's marriage had never been that strong, but I had felt hurt for
Daisy. She was my cousin and I guess I was supposed to protect her. We were never
that close, but Daisy was a nice girl. Tom had always been "better"
than me. He was a star football player at Yale, he was rich, and people liked
him, even though he is pretty arrogant. That night with Tom and Myrtle was
unexpected. I never thought that Tom was a great guy, but I didn't think he
would have an affair while married to Daisy, At first, I didn't know how to
react. After a while, I decided I wouldn't tell anyone. When I was young, my
father told me not to judge anyone because I was more privileged than
most people. In this case, I wasn't necessarily more privileged, but I chose to
stay out of it. I thought that if I acted like I didn't know, it wouldn't make
a difference. Tom would be happy with his two women, and Daisy wouldn't know
what was going on. If she did find out, it wasn't going to be from me. When I
found out about Gatsby's love for Daisy, it made me feel better inside. I was
hoping that Tom and Daisy would have a peaceful separation and they would both
end up happy. Some part of me thought that Daisy only married Tom because he
was wealthy, so this was her chance to have someone wealthy and who cared for
her. In the end, I figured it would be too good to be true, but it wasn't
me that was going to ruin the relationships. I chose to stick to my normal ways
and be the observer once again.
What I was feeling- When no one came to Gatsby's funeral

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